Coming in to Love



Coming Out

Coming out of the dark
Leaving silence behind
Fearing what's ahead
Going into battle blind

Feeling what is fair
Knowing what is right
Guessing how it will go
Fearing how it might

Sometimes you have to do it
Do it anyway
Even if the end result
Doesn't show today

Someday you will be relieved
To know that you are free
To say, and do, to think and be
What you were meant to be.

Coming out of the dark
Opening the heavy door
Looking yourself in the face today
Like you never have before

Seeing your reflection in their eyes
Knowing that they know you now
It may be hard for a little while
Hang on until they settle down

But in the end it will all be out
You will be free to live and be
Just remember that it is up to you
Only YOU can make you happy.


This Love

We were told from very young
God is Love.
It is up to us to defend our rights
No one can tell you who to love.

I believe my God is Love.
So, all love is of Him.
Including this great love I have for you,
For I know it will never ever end.

It is not immoral, it is not wrong
It is the only explanation of what I feel
It is more than powerful, more than strong
I am deep in love and it is very real.

The love I have for you
Over these four years has grown
I only hope you feel it too
We will make a life of our own.

Hold out hope that love will endure
Until all trials pass away
I love you now more than ever before
And I love you more and more everyday.

Comments

edson_dias said…
the image is simply outta this world, the poetry is even better.
7/9/08, 4:47 PM
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